I am a peice of clay in my fathers hands trying to be his mold.

He has called me to be a minister. What does that mean. I must first be held accountable for leading my family in spritual growth then and only then may I lead others. I make quick choices that lead me into paths harder then I need them to be. Yes God does use them and yes I grow and learn but they are not always the one God had set out for me. I am a minister first to my family then to others. School must come first before I can fulfill any vision I might have. Please help me finish school by praying and sending me encourging notes.