Tag Archive for broken

Next to him

My heart hurts today. Broken inside I come to the father.




1. Habakkuk's complaint -Habakkuk 1:1-4
Habakkuk took the peoples complaint to God. No lighting, fire or wrath came down. He ask how long are you going to wait until you are going to fix this.

Some times God takes care of little problems with giving us bigger ones. It's not always a bad thing. It's just more.

Jesus said we will live in an abundant life. Meaning full, fun, crazy, life changing.

2. God's response -Habakkuk 1:5-11

These people are going to wipe the people out.

3. Waiting On the ramparts -Habakkuk 1:12-2:1

Habakkuk then talks to God about the answer from God

He felt disappointed. He needed a answer and was given a problem. But the problem was going to bring him a brooder view of life.

God still answered the request that Habakkuk asked for even though Habakkuk did not like it.

Gods will more then mine

4. Righteous will live by faith. -Habakkuk 2:2-20

Trust God before you see the end.

God wanted to reach the world. He still wants to see his plan come to compilation.
Gods says to Habakkuk you have to trust me.

5. Habakkuk's response -Habakkuk 3:1-19

Habakkuk says you are a all these things the most powerful God and you can fix any problem. Yet I will wait for the day patiently.

What are you asking for?

Lord I want to trust you. I want to believe that you will care for my family. You can heal my life, you can get us a house, solve our money problem, fix our... But lord I will wait for the day you have set for the answer to my prayers. Your will be done not mine.

A prayer of failed pastor.

As I lay here in my bed thinking of everything I could have been or should I say done. I feel the need to ask for forgiveness. From who I don't know. I failed you I feel like. I wanted so much to see my Lord will come to fulfillment. Did I rush it, was(is) this training for what is to come. Oh Lord my God everything I worked so hard on is (has) fallen apart. Lord was this all in vain. Father you have told me time and time again to be still, and this time I thought that you said move go now is the time. Was I hearing you or was that my will so loud I could not hear your wisper calling out saying peace be still.

What do I do now? I have steped away. I am pulling back. I want you more then ever to move in my life. I'm sorry please lord forgive me for taking the road I have. Use all the chuncks of junk and make them into a master peice. Lord how I want to know you. Keep me in your loving hands and hold me and my family up.

Oh so ture not my will but thy will be done. I miss you and love you. Peace be still.